I've felt lighter recently. My heart has been happy. We are finally settled into our home. Our sick puppy's mysterious ailments have been diagnosed. Ada, my daughter, and I have been traveling for dance competitions and our family just came back from a week in Mexico. Hell, I even went on a date. Life is swirling around us. People have told me I am glowing, that I am radiating energy. This isn't just a really good bronzer, friends. I actually think that this is me appearing even more clearly from a shroud of grief. I see it in my children too. I recently looked at pictures from our first Spring Break after Matt had passed. The kids and I flew to the Canary Islands. We all look pleasant, and I am sure it wasn't the 18 hours of travel, but our eyes are flat and dull... we were going through the motions. Coping. Sad. When I look at my children now, they are laughing and buzzing and even quiet C...